Wowwwwwwwww

So. Life. Fucking weird. Thank baby Jesus and whoever for Megan and Jamin.
Anyway. I have a new apartment. It rocks. My emotions, not so much. I'm worse than I was, I think. But, I'll get better. I just wish I knew wtf was going on.

I had another awkward sex dream about Joe and Dacey. Haha. I think I ruined my friendship with Kyle. And being vegan is going well.

Er.... Woo?

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She's got the look.

Well. The last little bit has been..... eventful. Sort of.
I moved into my new apartment. It's pretty awesome.

I do get super lonely though.
Jeremy is my only friend whom has made any effort to come see my place.
And I can't figure out how to change the input on my tv. So I can't even watch a movie. Or play playstation.

I wish I had like, a booty call. Or at least an on call snuggle buddy. Things are so so so so so so so weird lately.
I feel like dating Erik for that long has made me somewhat socially and emotionally inept.

All of our mutual friends seem to kind of be avoiding me. A lot.

Ugh. I am just grumpy grumpy. And Courtney Love has been a complete bitch cat.

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Why Do You Never See Any Cockney Goths?

They're too cheerful. Ruin it for the rest of us.

Baha. I love Noel Fielding. A lot.

Anyway. Did a lot of thinking. I'm going to try to not get down with boys unless I know for sure it's a good idea. I am not going to let, or ask boys to, fiddle around with my bits. I am going to try to play with only girls until I get my weirdness sorted out.

I'm not going to call it a failure if I do spend a night with a guy, but only if it is not a horrid idea, and if I have a good time.

In other news, I am the proud owner of a Wild Zero dvd. Lock n LOLL!!!!

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Bonafied Lovin'

It's interesting how ex boyfriend from when I was 15 seems to be one person whose conversation I perpetually enjoy.

I need a booty call. Preferably one with an actual phone.

My sex drive has been fucking ridiculous. Frealz.

I am such a cluttery jumble of a person. My drinking is getting a bit out of hand. I don't even know what I want anymore. Aside from alcohol. And attractive people. And video games.

UGH. So grumpy! Check out this awesome text I received:

"dont blame yourself. you thought i was a level 56 mage class elf. anyone would have sent a picture of their peirced nip nips!"

BAHAHAHAHA.

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There and Back Again

So..... hrmmm... Made sexy time/spent the night with a certain nerd boy again. It was.... enjoyable, if not absolutely incredible. I mean, he's lovely and fun, but, a tad inexperienced. And fucking hot. Ugh. So frustrating.

I kinda feel like most of my friends are just keeping their distance... which sucks. I rather enjoy my friends.

I cannot wait to be 21.

Also... Joe is awesome, and highly attractive.... but, I wish Kyle was a more viable option. Dammit.

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oh Wowzers

Best oral of my life this morning. Wowwwwwwwww.

I mean, it was very excellent. But lacked a certain something.

Well, anyway. Rockin.

P.s. I get what I want, bitches.

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Ooooohhh Jeeeeeeezzzzzz

Giddy God's trousers.
Liiiiife. You are silly.
I want, and like, what I want, and like, when i want, and like, it!
OKAY?!

Anyway. I have pictures of pokebra.

Hell. I hope someone appreciates it.